May 25th, 2014
The only person that you have in this world is yourself. You have to be able to pick yourself up off the ground even when you feel like there is no way you could ever lift yourself up.
You just have to hold your head up…remind yourself who you are…who you want to be…and who you will be…and for me…the answer to all of those is-strong.
I want to fee the deepest pain…understand it…and then climb out of it, pick myself up, brush myself off, lift my head up and move forward with a better understanding of myself, of life and of others.
I want to learn to fight through the things that so many people think are impossible to overcome…I want to find a way…I want to find whatever it is that I am looking for…I want to prove to myself…that whatever it is that I am looking for…that it does exist.
I want to learn to let go while still holding on. I want to know the difference between right and wrong…and if there even is one.
I want to learn to let go of the pain that I see and feel all around me…and I want to learn to not fear the pain that I know is out there.